Love, Hate & Manhattan by Marcia DM
Release date March 27, 2025
Review by Katy Grant
Compelling story of feelings locked away, desire disguised as hate, becoming the nightmare that walked the high school halls and made Lauren’s school days a living perdition. While Silas Walker was the instigator, the tormentor, he was the leader others followed.
It had taken years of therapy and distance from the teen who had overshadowed her last years at school to find the confidence, the drive to complete her education that would get her the job she so desired. It was the experience she needed that would make it possible to open her own business in real estate. Taking her ideas and plans for solutions to build more environmentally friendly structures in her city, she only needed the right person to listen to her. She had set her sights a job working at the most prodigious real estate business in New York. Becoming an assistant to the CEO of Property Group was her dream job. Or at least it was until she came face to face with the CEO, Silas Walker, the relentless bully who had hung a target on her back in high school. The minute she saw him she realized that he had recognized her too. Turning, she walked out without saying a word. Silas had known the minute he’d seen her name on the application who she was, and he wasn’t going to let her walk away from him. Not again.
And so, follows a tale told from both Lauren and Silas’s alternating point of view with a few flashbacks to their years in high school. On the surface during those years Silas had been a wealthy privileged jerk, a bully others followed without fear of retribution. However, as we hear his voice, listen to his thoughts, we begin to see a different picture. A teen from a dysfunctional family that allowed him to do as he pleased, always feeling alone uncared for. The one person he wanted to impress seemed uninterested and he lacked the words to tell her how he felt. So, got her attention the only way he knew how, by antagonizing her.
It's been more than a decade. Wanting to prove to Lauren he had changed to show her how important she is to him. He went after her to convince her to take the job she had so desperately wanted. For Lauren, she has no reason to trust this new version of Silas. She still lives with the fallout of his actions, and those who followed him. However, she did need this job, the experience and the money would all help.
Compelling story of feelings locked away, desire disguised as hate, becoming the nightmare that walked the high school halls and made Lauren’s school days a living perdition. While Silas Walker was the instigator, the tormentor, he was the leader others followed.
It had taken years of therapy and distance from the teen who had overshadowed her last years at school to find the confidence, the drive to complete her education that would get her the job she so desired. It was the experience she needed that would make it possible to open her own business in real estate. Taking her ideas and plans for solutions to build more environmentally friendly structures in her city, she only needed the right person to listen to her. She had set her sights a job working at the most prodigious real estate business in New York. Becoming an assistant to the CEO of Property Group was her dream job. Or at least it was until she came face to face with the CEO, Silas Walker, the relentless bully who had hung a target on her back in high school. The minute she saw him she realized that he had recognized her too. Turning, she walked out without saying a word. Silas had known the minute he’d seen her name on the application who she was, and he wasn’t going to let her walk away from him. Not again.
And so, follows a tale told from both Lauren and Silas’s alternating point of view with a few flashbacks to their years in high school. On the surface during those years Silas had been a wealthy privileged jerk, a bully others followed without fear of retribution. However, as we hear his voice, listen to his thoughts, we begin to see a different picture. A teen from a dysfunctional family that allowed him to do as he pleased, always feeling alone uncared for. The one person he wanted to impress seemed uninterested and he lacked the words to tell her how he felt. So, got her attention the only way he knew how, by antagonizing her.
It's been more than a decade. Wanting to prove to Lauren he had changed to show her how important she is to him. He went after her to convince her to take the job she had so desperately wanted. For Lauren, she has no reason to trust this new version of Silas. She still lives with the fallout of his actions, and those who followed him. However, she did need this job, the experience and the money would all help.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
A richly told tale that pulled me into their lives, through the gut-wrenching years, to the painful missteps, and the uncertainty that either of them would ever be able to heal from the past. Written with heart, understanding, of the emotional disorders teens and adults sometimes face, it was still hard for me to excuse what Lauren faced because of Silas’ inability to understand or even control his emotions and behaviors at time. But especially what he saw as another rejection from someone he cared about. Lauren suffered from her own personality disorder that compounded the situations driving her to obsessive compulsive disorder.
The bullying behavior can be a trigger for some, but the author delved into both characters allowing me to get a better understanding of the emotions that ruled them, their take on what was happening at the time and how they interpreted the actions and dialogues around them.
The story is complex, it was hard for me to not be pulled in feeling Lauren’s pain and then feeling sorry for Silas while still wanting to smack him in the back of his head to wake him up. Their adult years allow them to follow a slow path to healing, opening up, revealing that at the heart the pain both had felt, was their feelings for each other that they were unable to express and, in the end, building a connection that brought them together and Lauren’s dream to life. I sincerely recommend this story since not all stories of bullies offer such insight or such satisfying endings and hope with a real treat of an epilogue. richly told tale that pulled me into their lives, through the gut-wrenching years, to the painful missteps, and the uncertainty that either of them would ever be able to heal from the past. Written with heart, understanding, of the emotional disorders teens and adults sometimes face, it was still hard for me to excuse what Lauren faced because of Silas’ inability to understand or even control his emotions and behaviors at time. But especially what he saw as another rejection from someone he cared about. Lauren suffered from her own personality disorder that compounded the situations driving her to obsessive compulsive disorder.
The bullying behavior can be a trigger for some, but the author delved into both characters allowing me to get a better understanding of the emotions that ruled them, their take on what was happening at the time and how they interpreted the actions and dialogues around them.
The story is complex, it was hard for me to not be pulled in feeling Lauren’s pain and then feeling sorry for Silas while still wanting to smack him in the back of his head to wake him up. Their adult years allow them to follow a slow path to healing, opening up, revealing that at the heart the pain both had felt, was their feelings for each other that they were unable to express and, in the end, building a connection that brought them together and Lauren’s dream to life. I sincerely recommend this story since not all stories of bullies offer such insight or such satisfying endings and hope with a real treat of an epilogue.